I miss you babies

*Tear* I miss my boys so much already. My mother in law and father in law cam down on Saturday and stayed the night. That was a pretty good time. We all had fun and mom and I went rummaging and just spent mother and daughter time together. I enjoyed it anyways. Well back to my sad story They left on Sunday afternoon and they took both of my boys for a week. Don't worry we knew about it and we gave them permission..LOL! I didn't realize it would be this hard to come home wo a quiet house. Everybody keeps telling me to go out and have fun. They wish they could get rid of their kids for a week. Well not when my baby Cooper hasn't been away from me for that 2 days at a time. It's tearing me up but I know it will make me a strong person and make me love my boys that much more not that I don't love them now more than life itselft. Well me having myself and my kids on such a good schedual after work yesterday I did my normal drive home and went straight to Barb's house to get my kids from daycare. I walked in the door and Barb gave me the goofiest look I have ever seen. I stopped for a minute, looked around and then replied "Oh ya, my kids ain't here." I am just so used to getting them everyday and like I said before I am never away from them at night and after work. That was the hardest thing realizing that my kids are not around. When I got home I turned the TV on layed down on the couch covered up and bawled. It is just breaking my heart but like I said before. It will make me a stronger mom and it will give Kyle and I alone time to spend together and get to know each other more. We are able to talk about everything without having kids screaming in the background and crying. Which is a good thing yet I miss the cries and the fighting. Kyle and I are going to go get the kids Friday after work and we will come home on Sunday and be back to the normal schedual of getting up getting the kids ready to go to Barb's then go to work come home make supper bathe the kids play with them for an hour or more put them to bed then I shower then I go to bed. Same stuff just differnt days. Well I am sure you all have read enough about how tough my life is right now so I will sign off now and talk to you all later.