Happy Birthday Ely.

Ely had a pretty good birthday. He had two birthdays. One here at home at and one at Grandma Hoeke's. He got new Spider Man shoes that light up which he is so proud of. He got a new outfit from grandma and a new game Hi-Ho Cherry-O and a read along book that you put the cd in the computer and go along with it. He got a bunch of other toys and such to. He turned out pretty good this year. My big 4 year old. He is getting so big so quick.ck.

Happy Thanksgiving

I hope everyone has a very happy and safe Thankgiving. Make sure you tell all your family how thankful you are to have them in your lives. You just never know when something or someone could leave your life. It is so important to love each other and respect each other for who they are and not by their actions. I want to thank everyone who has supported me with all of my decisions that i have made. I love each and every one of you all very much. Happy Thanksgiving everyone.

New hair cut

Well i finally got the nerve to chop my hair off. I chopped off 5 inches so i hope it is worth it. I like it i think. I dont remember ever having this short of hair. Other than the haircut nothing else is really new. My little man turns 4 tomarrow. I will get pictures as soon as I can. It is just so hard to believe he is already four. How scary. Here is my haircut.

Doctors Appointment

Well as always I had my doctors appointment today and it went pretty well. He thinks I am healing up nicely and it is looking pretty good for me NOT having to have surgery, I am so thankful for that knowing I wont have that extra doctor bill on top of all the other ones I am dealing with due to my accident. My rotater cuff may be a little damaged but nothing like what we were worried about. We all thought it could have been torn or something like that. It is sore probably because it has been stuck in one position for three weeks. I am allowed to move it a little. I amupposed to take it out of my brace 3 -4 times a day and do exercises with it. OUCH! It does hurt but that is why I have my pain killers. The stronger I can get my arm the quicker I can get rid of my brace and back to work again. Well on that good note take care everyone.

Ouchy day!!!

Well today wasnt the greatest day for me. I fell going up the steps today. Yes I know its hard to fall up the steps but Cooper was under my feet following me and I tripped over him. I have had my pills about every four hours today because it is throbbing so bad today. I just wish it was all healed up. Well my doctor called me today to let me know about my appointment in Aberdeen with the orthopedic surgeon. That is schedualed for December 9th at 9 am. The reason we are going to Aberdeen to the specialist is because my doctor wants a second opinion on if I need to get a screw put in my shoulder or not. I am hoping not but i guess the doctors know what they are talking about. I am getting pretty bored sitting at home. I am not supposed to vacuum or anything like that but i do. I just cant sit around doing nothing. I have bothboys but still, i can still keep up house work with them. I just do what I can and dont overdue myself. Well thats all for now. Love you all very much.

Howdy howdy

well today was a bad day again. Lots of pain. Well my doctors appointment went pretty good today. I am still stck wearing my brace for at least another two weeks sp that we can get my tendons and all that stuff to heal. That bone i was talking about is still not lined up right and the doctor said it will probably never be lined up perfect. That bone is about a 1/4 in below my collar bone. I am going to go meet with an orthopedic surgon for his opinion on it. Doctor John Carr (my doctor) said he is a little concerned about my rotator cuff and if that is tore or not. We will just have to see.

Not souch

Well today wasn't such a good day. I mean it was ok but i was more sore today than wahat I have been the past couple days. Some days will be better than others. I go back to the doctor on Thursday so hopefully i get some good news. The boys are doing good. Ely has school tyomarrow so i will be alone tomarrow. Cooper gets to go eith papa tomarrow so it will be a good day. Love you all.

Yet another good day...

Well today was another good day for me. I think the swelling must be coming out of my shoulder because it doesnt seem to hurt near as bad. I can move it a little bit (eventhough i'm not supposed to) but it seems to be getting better. I was able to do diapers again, vecuum, dust and do laundry all by myself. YAY!!! The only thing I can say is that i mist have the best husband in the entire world. How many of you can say this?...My husband did my hair for me this morning? Honestly, Kyle put my hair in a half ponytail for me since i cant do it myself right now. Soooo happy.

Since i didnt have my camera i used my in-laws for Holloween and here asre the boys. Cooper was a skunk and Ely was an alligator (or in Ely's words A dinasaur.)

The boys pumpkins were a hit. They kept the boys busy for at least an hour. Ely just had to have circle eyes but hey whatever works. I didnt know how to use the flash ont their camera so it is kind of dark. Sorry.

A Happy Day

Well today was a really good day for me. I have been feeling pretty good. I was able to vacuum along with doing dishes, (which is extremely hard to do one handed) but i got them done. We have the house to ourselves for the weekend because the in-laws went to Cody's so kyle, the boys, and I have it quiet. The boys are doing great. Did I mention how hard it is to change a diaper one handed? Especially dirty ones. But for all you mom's and daycare people it is possible. Try it sometime...I bet you get to frustrated tnd give up and start using both hands. LOL! Well just thought i weould write a bit. Love you all.

update

Hey there hows it going for everyone? Good I hope. Just wanted to let you all know that there will be no pins drilled into my shoulder as of right now. The doc said that we are going to take away all mobility from my shoulder until we can get some healing going on. They gave me another brace to wear so that I cant move it at all. The got my brace set up so that my shoulder is perfectly propotioned so that it should heal correctly. I go back to the doctor again next thursday. We will just have to wait and see what happens. Yack at ya'll later.

WOW! I am very lucky to even be around to type this blog...I was going to work on Monday morning just like any other day and just in a split second things were changing for me. I rolled the Maverick 1 1/2 or 2 times. I am not possitive. I just hit loose gravel and lost control. It was the scariest thing I have ever been thru. It sounded like a freight train the metel and glass shattering was just so loud. It is something that I will never ever forget. I am just glad to still be alive. All that happend to me was that my shoulder (left) was out of place in a way that my doctor has never seen before. The orthopedic doctor said we might end up putting a screw in we arent for sure yet. I am going to see a doctor tomarrow to see what he thinks. W got my shoulder back in place but there is a joint in there that is just kind of floating around soo we will see. They are talkijg that i will be in this sling for at least six weeks. I guess I pulled all om my ligaments to far. So we will just see what the doctor says tomarrow. Keep me in your prayers.