Happy Birthday Ely.

Ely had a pretty good birthday. He had two birthdays. One here at home at and one at Grandma Hoeke's. He got new Spider Man shoes that light up which he is so proud of. He got a new outfit from grandma and a new game Hi-Ho Cherry-O and a read along book that you put the cd in the computer and go along with it. He got a bunch of other toys and such to. He turned out pretty good this year. My big 4 year old. He is getting so big so quick.ck.

Happy Thanksgiving

I hope everyone has a very happy and safe Thankgiving. Make sure you tell all your family how thankful you are to have them in your lives. You just never know when something or someone could leave your life. It is so important to love each other and respect each other for who they are and not by their actions. I want to thank everyone who has supported me with all of my decisions that i have made. I love each and every one of you all very much. Happy Thanksgiving everyone.

New hair cut

Well i finally got the nerve to chop my hair off. I chopped off 5 inches so i hope it is worth it. I like it i think. I dont remember ever having this short of hair. Other than the haircut nothing else is really new. My little man turns 4 tomarrow. I will get pictures as soon as I can. It is just so hard to believe he is already four. How scary. Here is my haircut.

Doctors Appointment

Well as always I had my doctors appointment today and it went pretty well. He thinks I am healing up nicely and it is looking pretty good for me NOT having to have surgery, I am so thankful for that knowing I wont have that extra doctor bill on top of all the other ones I am dealing with due to my accident. My rotater cuff may be a little damaged but nothing like what we were worried about. We all thought it could have been torn or something like that. It is sore probably because it has been stuck in one position for three weeks. I am allowed to move it a little. I amupposed to take it out of my brace 3 -4 times a day and do exercises with it. OUCH! It does hurt but that is why I have my pain killers. The stronger I can get my arm the quicker I can get rid of my brace and back to work again. Well on that good note take care everyone.

Ouchy day!!!

Well today wasnt the greatest day for me. I fell going up the steps today. Yes I know its hard to fall up the steps but Cooper was under my feet following me and I tripped over him. I have had my pills about every four hours today because it is throbbing so bad today. I just wish it was all healed up. Well my doctor called me today to let me know about my appointment in Aberdeen with the orthopedic surgeon. That is schedualed for December 9th at 9 am. The reason we are going to Aberdeen to the specialist is because my doctor wants a second opinion on if I need to get a screw put in my shoulder or not. I am hoping not but i guess the doctors know what they are talking about. I am getting pretty bored sitting at home. I am not supposed to vacuum or anything like that but i do. I just cant sit around doing nothing. I have bothboys but still, i can still keep up house work with them. I just do what I can and dont overdue myself. Well thats all for now. Love you all very much.

Howdy howdy

well today was a bad day again. Lots of pain. Well my doctors appointment went pretty good today. I am still stck wearing my brace for at least another two weeks sp that we can get my tendons and all that stuff to heal. That bone i was talking about is still not lined up right and the doctor said it will probably never be lined up perfect. That bone is about a 1/4 in below my collar bone. I am going to go meet with an orthopedic surgon for his opinion on it. Doctor John Carr (my doctor) said he is a little concerned about my rotator cuff and if that is tore or not. We will just have to see.

Not souch

Well today wasn't such a good day. I mean it was ok but i was more sore today than wahat I have been the past couple days. Some days will be better than others. I go back to the doctor on Thursday so hopefully i get some good news. The boys are doing good. Ely has school tyomarrow so i will be alone tomarrow. Cooper gets to go eith papa tomarrow so it will be a good day. Love you all.